I’ve been talking to friends about this recently and have finally decided on something I’m happy with. Or at least something I can work with. Something that is simple and yet, appropriately challenging.
My issues, challenges, in life have continued to revolve around family and work taking too much. My work as a teacher continues to be what it always is. Always feeling I’ve not done enough, am not doing enough and that I have too much to do. Family, similarly because I have children. Which is a joke I’ve made often enough. That my life revolves around my children and other people’s children.
I struggle with not getting caught up in those things, I wanted a word that will help me not do that. I wanted something that’s about helping me be present, appreciating “now”, appreciating what I have, accept certain things and making the most of what I have.
So, my word is joy.
It is about trying to find it in whatever situation I may find myself in.
It is in doing the things I know cause it.
It is in avoiding the things I know cause stress and anxiety.
It also means I can buy this IDLES t-shirt and that I can buy plenty of Inside Out related merchandise too. It’s all good.